how could you

how could you be so cruel
telling me always I’m no good
not even once did I hear
you tell me anything good about me

how could you be so nasty
hit me with your hands
hit me with your ugly words
hit me with flowers you bought me

piss on your little girl bed
piss every where you could
every weekend
your body so full of alcohol

you gave me nothing but
sleepless nights
and tears in morning
you didn’t even look at me
you never ever asked me
how I did

how could you
never let me go anywhere alone
without calling me every five minutes
to check what I did

how could you
fuck around with others
but never be there to support
you own kids

how could you
make me so scared
by telling me over and over again
you own children you wanted to kill

how could you sit there
tell me so many ugly words
and only say every time
I was imagining it wasn’t you

how could you do me so wrong
and every time
make me believe its
was because of me
you did me so dirty

how could you torture me
in so many years
and now when I’m finally free
you make them believe
horror story about me

you’re not a man
Im strong believer of
God will never ever show you any mercy

I’m burning every single bridge
I don’t want mini versions of you
in my future story ~