{"id":7130,"date":"2023-04-11T11:40:39","date_gmt":"2023-04-11T11:40:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/?p=7130"},"modified":"2023-04-11T11:41:22","modified_gmt":"2023-04-11T11:41:22","slug":"every-day-i-act-im-totally-fine-but-deep-down-i-think-about","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/2023\/04\/11\/every-day-i-act-im-totally-fine-but-deep-down-i-think-about\/","title":{"rendered":"Every day I act im totally fine, but deep down I think about"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><br>Every day I act im totally fine, but deep down I think about <br><br>How are you feeling today?<br><br>I just found out, women during their 36-46 have best sex life. I\u00a0just had shitty sex life last 8 years soon to be, actually 4,5 years I have not had any sex. And its by my own choice! I\u00a0dont want to share my body with whoever. <br><br>Less sex or not sex at all, like I have done last 4,5 years. Makes you kinda strange tho. I wonder if remember how it was to have sex. I want to feel loved, I can&#8217;t even have sex with any without emotions involved. How about you? Do you have random sex with many? <br>If so remember that, every time you have sex with someone you take with you their energy, all their unhealed part becomes part of you too. It takes time and a lot of effort to get ride of their energy! <br><br>I dont want to share myself with someone who carry lots of bad energy from others, I wonder if I gonna get laid at all in my 40`s. <br><br>Reason behind why I stay single, I dont want my girl to call someone daddy every other year. I want to have stable man beside me. So she dont get attached to guys that not gonna last in my life. <br><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Every day I act im totally fine, but deep down I think about How are you feeling today? I just found out, women during their 36-46 have best sex life. I\u00a0just had shitty sex life last 8 years soon to be, actually 4,5 years I have not had any sex. And its by my own [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":7132,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=7130"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7148,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7130\/revisions\/7148"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7132"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=7130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=7130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/blogazadehazari.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=7130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}